Name: Najma Amalia
Class: 2F PBI
Essay Writing (Narrative Text)
He is a handsome boy in my school and same the class with me in class XII IPS 2 Bintang Mulia Private High School in Bandung. Hansen moved from one of the schools in Jakarta. Just not have good looking but also he was very smart and good player in basketball. Me and the girls at my school really liked him because he was very popular. But I just can look and admire him from afar. I’m just ordinary woman and not popular, but many teachers love me because I am a diligent and smart student. Actually I don't believe it. I’m a winner of my school for two years but I think this year is so hard because Hansen smart too. But I and him sportif compete and we often study together in the library. Xevana is a beautiful, rich and popular woman because her Instagram followers are up to 57k. But ufortunately he was in the bad association, like going to a club, drinking alcohol to look like following a trend and bullying until there were victims left school because stress. She is also likes Hansen. She really didn't like when Hansen and me studied together, especially if we were both.
One time Vana and friends came to me was the toilet alone at the sink, suddenly she dragged and pulling my hair. Then there I was bullied until kicked me and said "I really hate seeing you Zalea! Especially when you are very close with Hansen compared to me, Hansen is mine! You should know that! Stay away from him!” At that time I just can cry and apologize, I could not move because they ganged up on me.
Because of the incident I fainted, then when I woke up I wanted to get out of the toilet while feeling the pain of bruising on my body and it turned out I was locked from the outside by them. I just realized I saw the clock, it turned out it was 4 o'clock in the morning. Oh my God, I didn’t go home, fortunately my parents were going out of town because there was work from office and my maid was returning home because her child was sick so they didn’t know that I did not go home tonight. I can have to wait until 7 in the morning, until the school students come and wait for someone to open me from the outside.And finally the time I waited is coming, when a student opened the door for me. But surprisingly why she shouted when she saw me and immediately ran away, even though I want to thank her. Maybe she saw me look messy like crazy and many bruises all over my body. Then I tidied myself up and go to class to attend today. Just take the lesson, today I'm not late for school unlike usual because I sleep at school.
As usual in rest time, I always go to the library to choose books that I want to read and recover the books that I have finished reading. There I met Hansen. He is not as usual and looks not fine, at that moment he becomes very cold until he does not greet me. But it seems that he was moody and daydreaming, maybe he was having a problem so I didn't dare to greet him for the sake of approaching I also remember what was asked by Xevana yesterday to accept. Then I went to the canteen but was very busy and made me lazy to wait in line to buy food. Maybe I will go straight home because there is an announcement at the school where the speakers of the school students are returned there is something important happening but not told what is that.
When I got home, I called my friend Karin to take her to hangout but she didn't pick up my phone. I went on a bicycle to Karin's house because it was close to my house. When I arrived at his house, I saw her walking hurriedly wearing all-black clothes while crying and choking until she didn't realize there was me. I followed her from a distance, I was amazed when she walked towards the tomb that was around my house. There I saw a lot of my school friends, especially my classmates, but I only focused on him is Hansen. Hansen is there. I never saw him crying so sadly. I approached. I couldn't move anymore, my mouth was stiff, and my heart beat as if I saw my name written on the death board. I could not believe what I saw, I shouted for all the names there but no one heard me until I shouted in Hansen's ear and he did not hear it. I just realized the strange thing today turned out that I was not in this world, not Hansen and the others ignored me but indeed they didn't see me or even heard me. I already exist in a world different from them. But why can I still see them god? If alright I must be go with you, why am I still here? I can't stand seeing all of this, especially having to separate very far from the people I love so much, my parents and Hansen !.
Today is the day I should have felt happiness, sadness and pride for myself and my parents, but it all just vanished because the very sad four months ago make me so futile that I wanted to laugh at myself because I died silly . Revenge still struck my heart to Xevana and her friends, but I realized and remembered my mother said when I was little, "Zalea should not be a vengeful child to people who hurt us even though it is not easy but believe that there will be a karma in the world and in the hereafter because you don't want Zalea to be a bad person. " And now I know why I'm still in the environment of living people because there is something from Hansen for me that is left to my friend Karin. I also saw and listened Karin regretted not giving me the letter right away, she apologized to Hansen and she was honest about his feelings for Hansen. Karin also liked Hansen and didn't like it when I became him girlfriend because in the letter Hansen expressed love to me and want to live with me. After I knew it, I only cry and give up Hansen with others girls, because lack of sincerity made me very uncomfortable being here. I also want to feel calm. I went away slowly and everything ended in peace.
